But, I am leaving the site, I think I may leave the internet all together...I lost her, the one girl that meant all to me, and its not that she broke up with me.
two days after the events I was talking with her brother who told me she had committed suicide down in OK
But that wasn't the truth
I found out later from her sister the truth, she was coming here to see me when she stopped at the mall to go shopping at Suncoast (She had bought me a collection of Akira Kurosawa movies), when she was kidnapped in the parking lot. No police, no security guard, no one came when she screamed for help.
She was taken down to Oklahoma where on the way she was raped, and cut, and beat and left in a ditch to die...
so, I dunno...I just don't feel good anymore, I know I acted like an ass these past two days, but, I dunno anymore, this hurt me so far down that I am not even the same anymore, I can barely think straight, I have taken up drinking, and drinking, and drinking, I've been failing some of my classes...I need time to gather whats left with my life....cause I know she wouldn't want me to give up like this...but...I need time to heal.
To anyone who says I am lying, I say fuck you and the horse you road in on, seriously, fuck you, you don't deserve my attention.