But, I am leaving the site, I think I may leave the internet all together...I lost her, the one girl that meant all to me, and its not that she broke up with me.

two days after the events I was talking with her brother who told me she had committed suicide down in OK

But that wasn't the truth

I found out later from her sister the truth, she was coming here to see me when she stopped at the mall to go shopping at Suncoast (She had bought me a collection of Akira Kurosawa movies), when she was kidnapped in the parking lot. No police, no security guard, no one came when she screamed for help.

She was taken down to Oklahoma where on the way she was raped, and cut, and beat and left in a ditch to die...

so, I dunno...I just don't feel good anymore, I know I acted like an ass these past two days, but, I dunno anymore, this hurt me so far down that I am not even the same anymore, I can barely think straight, I have taken up drinking, and drinking, and drinking, I've been failing some of my classes...I need time to gather whats left with my life....cause I know she wouldn't want me to give up like this...but...I need time to heal.

To anyone who says I am lying, I say fuck you and the horse you road in on, seriously, fuck you, you don't deserve my attention.

Peace.

Were no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do i
A full commitments what Im thinking of
You wouldnt get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

* never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

Weve know each other for so long
Your hearts been aching
But youre too shy to say it
Inside we both know whats been going on
We know the game and were gonna play it

And if you ask me how Im feeling
Dont tell me youre too blind to see

(* repeat)

Give you up. give you up
Give you up, give you up
Never gonna give
Never gonna give, give you up
Never gonna give
Never gonna give, five you up

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

Wow that is fucked......Bye then.

BTW this sounds fake(not saying it is). Sounds like those youtube chain posts.......

I've seen stuff like that on MySpace too. It could be real for all i know.

Ding Dong the witch is dead.

Ouch, Rose. Hope you feel better.

This thread is hilarious though.